All of this is tempered with the knowledge that without the oramorph he would be completely different because of the pain. But, if we can be at home having days like this then we will all be happy. We have been warned of what side effects of the chemo to prepare for already, so we know that we need to really enjoy these days when they are here, as tomorrow may be different.
Tonight's plan (I am home earlier than I have been for some time) is to crack on with some work, make sure I have dinner (I'm still a bit like Luke has been lately -I don't really want to eat but know I have to so am forcing myself - only I don't have to use an NG tube), and then try to get some sleep to ne back at the hospital in the morning. Really hoping for good day number three.